Haven’t spoken to Goddess Annika in a week or more. I am feeling kind of alone right now. Is this some sort of test? or maybe Goddess Annika is simply just out having fun. I love my relationship with Goddess Annika, and I’m not afraid to admit we have grown close. I dont view myself as the “needy” or “want” type, but I cannot help but worry. Is this ok? Is this normal? I’ve never gone more than 1 or 2 days without being able to say hello or wish her good night either online, through text, or voice on the phone.

I did try texting her twice, I did try messaging her twice, but no more. I know if I keep it up, once she does return I will be in shit for bombarding her with messages. I have been at work a lot this week and I have been trying to keep myself busy with other tasks when I get home. I want Goddess Annika to be pleased with me always, even when she is not around to check on my assignments. I am trying to get them done before she returns, or at least a good effort’s worth.

Back to my assignments now.