You see that cool award on the post below? isn’t it totally AWESOME?!?!?!?!?! I LOVE IT! Never did I think I would be nominated for such an award, but I guess I must have done something right!
It’s Thanksgiving up here in Canada, it was an ok day today, nothing too special happened. I am thankful for many things this year. As always, I am thankful to have been blessed with the opportunity to be allowed to serve Goddess Annika, to provide anything and everything that she needs and desires. I am thankful that she allows me to perform all her devious stupid human tricks, allows me to write to her with praise and devotion.
It occured to me today, that not only is it Thanksgiving, but it is on this day October 12th, 2008 that marks my 5th year of service to Goddess Annika. I will be the first to admit I have not had the easiest of times this year, but Goddess Annika was willing to stick by me. She did not hold my hand or dress me up in diapers, but her guidance and faith in me to be a better slave for me was all the motivation I needed to survive the hard times.
I could sit here and write endless words of ass kissing, but no amount of that would make up for the mistakes that I made this year. That’s ok though, I know in the end it will be my actions that will continue to show my love and devotion to her. I may get punished alot, but I always learn from my mistakes and that is what counts the most that I am always willing to learn and to do better than before. If there is no effort, then I have no worth.
I am thankful each day for every moment I get to spend with Goddess Annika, every endless hour of conversation, every session we have, I am always taught a new lesson on how to live in her world. I am taught to be more perfect even thought I will never be truly perfect as Goddss Annika is the only one that is ever perfect.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY GODDESS ANNIKA! <3
I’m sick with a cold or flu or something my sister gave me AND I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow for a physical. Tomorrow is going to be just such a FUN DAY!
Well after a short time away, Monkey is back on his blog and posting again! All thanks to Goddess Annika for allowing me to get back online and continue posting!
So many things have happened in the last month or so I’m not sure where to begin. Goddess Annika started me on a new rewards program. I will have to work twice as hard now to earn rewards from her. For example, in my current situation I have to earn 5,000 points from Goddess Annika to get my next reward and I have not been told what the reward is. For every task I complete, I will earn a predetermind amount of points but they are small, like 5 or 10 points. This new system is also not very forgiving, in fact I dont think there is any forgiveness at all. If I fail a task, Goddess Annika can pull any number she wants to out of the sky and jack up the points I need to earn. Good Behaviour is a MUST.
Goddess Annika’s birthday is coming up soon! 37 more days! I am already planning on what to get her this year, but I am sure that’s going to change. I may or may not be allowed to get her anything this year on my own, or she may say “well ok monkey, in addition to all that, I want this , and this and this, OH and THIS! hahahahaha” Celebrating the most important time of the year for the whole month is just so exciting! It is every slave’s dream. I know I cant wait for the festivities to begin!
Well I must go now, I have to get ready for work to earn Goddess Annika HER MONEY so that I may come home tonight and deposit it all within The Bank Of Goddess Annika! <3
Haven’t spoken to Goddess Annika in a week or more. I am feeling kind of alone right now. Is this some sort of test? or maybe Goddess Annika is simply just out having fun. I love my relationship with Goddess Annika, and I’m not afraid to admit we have grown close. I dont view myself as the “needy” or “want” type, but I cannot help but worry. Is this ok? Is this normal? I’ve never gone more than 1 or 2 days without being able to say hello or wish her good night either online, through text, or voice on the phone.
I did try texting her twice, I did try messaging her twice, but no more. I know if I keep it up, once she does return I will be in shit for bombarding her with messages. I have been at work a lot this week and I have been trying to keep myself busy with other tasks when I get home. I want Goddess Annika to be pleased with me always, even when she is not around to check on my assignments. I am trying to get them done before she returns, or at least a good effort’s worth.
Back to my assignments now.
